most of the times i sit naked
looking out the window
eating sunlight you taking
on my tendencies and me
thinking about going deeper
the neighborhood
they ask me what i'm doing
balancing honor and dishonesty
hoping they roll like double negatives
i've got good habits too but hope it all cancels out and i can
just be real, forget about the surface your sweet swimming whistling wind
quiets the ground your ocean
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banking on weather i'll hold you down
piece it together later
and when it leaves