since u asked
written 04/25/2022
alright i’ll write a poem 4 u
intimacy is hard for me otherwise
she look at me like she know me
and i think she just might
blink and you’ll miss it
all my friends are nihilistic
and the city asks for pace
I give myself too many chances
shit crystal clear for a moment, then its past
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Weird weather
written 04/29/2022-04/30/2022
A heat lingers
or, is carried by air
We like each other
the possibility is always there
But Izzy
gone for no reason
any red check is an act of malfeasance
my personality not going anywhere
outside of my casket
I feel privileged
and addicted to the uncertainty
the stacking faces
intimate places
the inside of a tornado is like a vacuum
the only place i can spark a light
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faces & sensations (her prophecy)
written 04/06/2022
Miss April
Time and Practicality
it’s the 1st and i’m late for Escapril
I read poems from a year ago
On Fairfax
To Lizbeth
The Two of Hearts is fuzzy
Full and then unfulfilled
Attempts at mastering something that cannot be mastered
Fulfilled, then unfull