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change of state / I wish I could be here


Moments of clarity 
start to get further apart
When you are solid and I am liquid
Or when you are liquid and I am gas
Seeming to need each other but we never mesh

I wish I could be here
And there at the same time
Karma leaves me left
On the dark notes
Consequences I guess
Of living so fast

The lower half of me knows I've used 
plenty enough for the year
The upper half feels endless 
like the Lifestream
I know that it's getting dark
I know that Grandpa will forgive me
when I can forgive me

Forgive me for the waterfall
And for the snow and its rushes


Pieces of me taken / given
And we still trying to take the necessary steps
Strip away the extra motivations 
Sublimate or die, he says
I feel like a speedin bullet 2 heaven
Pushing through the air and taking up the space
Not really leaving a whole bunch of flowers but
To make a difference by being the difference...







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